I'm finally here...back in the land where I smell like love spell lol
I love winter, I love the snow, I loveeeee america...we had agus's graduation ceremony in Bloomington yesterday morning and in the afternoon we had the graduation party at the lake house (amazing, 3 floors) , here are some pictures of my weekend... im loving it!
Tomorrow is the day... tomorrow is the day when i'm finally gonna be free, free?. I'll be done with school in less than 12 hours and I still can[t believe it.
Time has gone by so very fast and my emotions keep spinning arround! I cant process any more information in my head. I can't take any more responsabilities for now, IM FREE.
Free from trying to please others, free from trying to please my self professionally speaking, free from trying so hard to keep in truck and dont dissapoint anybody on tin the path...free from this life. Not that i hate it, but im OH-SOO-READY to start "a new life" and i'm so ready to let the child go...to let the teenager go, to let this young adult go! let them free, let them all free...let my self be me and let my life follow my heart.
today I feel good, i just feel I want to cry but still can't... I want to be happy so bad that crying doesn't fitt well in this situation...
I love the fact this is a private blog.. It gives me enought freedom to write about everything I want.
Once uppon at time I read that blogs were meant to make peoples dreams come true, and I think it worked for me.
Im leaving in 9 days.
But here's the thing I need to ask for tonight, I wish my teacher to be concidered enough with me this thursday, I wish God to give me patience and confidence to go out there and show what I know, I need to be confident! I need to trust myself, I wish this all go fast and I wish I pass that exam and I wish I graduate this friday.
Till i graduate from college...
this just feels odd.. i mean, i've been complaining about having to study something that I don't like for about 5 years and now that i'm "done" it feels weird, scary and blah